Walk The Wire

myredundantblog

2010-04-16T16:52:00.000+08:00

OMG this space is getting dull and needs a major clean up.
Quenstion is, when do I have the free time to do it.

YOU

2010-03-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

There's a reason to be thankful and I had to thank YOU for everything.

halo

2009-11-25T15:17:00.002+08:00

Bali was heaven.

It felt like I have not been for a holiday in such a long time.

I was a happy kid & so was my other half. I was thrilled to have eaten Mcdonalds even in Bali & ate like I've not eaten them before.. I knew it would meant trouble to my face but I just didn’t care. I played under the sun..get dark, took about 500 pics, posed crazily & kept them on my private space for memories sake.

It was a happy affair. We got to spent time with each other without worrying for work the next day.
Yep, work has taken a toll on us sometimes, we simply forget about each other.

All good things will have to come to an end. It will be another holiday I am so looking forward to.

Ray Ramadhan

2009-08-22T00:55:00.003+08:00

It's the time of the year again. It really seems like yesterday Syawal just ended wasn't it?

For some,it'll be a good time to lose those sack off while others will take the opportunity to be closer to Allah.

I want mine to be simple if possible.

Less spending & more savings for future porposes. (as if!ahaha..insyaalah!)

Ramadhan is the month of giving and mercy.

Let us embrace it with full of ray & happiness.

May this Ramadhan brings a whole new meaning to all of us.

Insyaalah..

Here's my new rave..
Happy Bdae Hakim!You turn a year older today love!

My Sister's Keeper

2009-07-30T15:43:00.003+08:00

A good book is when - the eyes are half close to sleep but the 1st few pages were just too hard to resist.

Quickie

2009-07-21T21:21:00.007+08:00

Whenever I log into blogger I'm always lost for words.The fact that I've got so much to tell,somethings I would prefer to keep behind close doors.

Both of us have been really busy with work lately.Reports after reports for me,and friday meetings with boss which I dread the most.
& I've lost touched with some friends too due to work & personal commitments but I'm willing to make up for it.
Whenever.Hopefully.

I wish i have some answers to somethings which have been bugging me as well.
My throat, it feels like as if there's food I'm choking on.
It comes as and when it like.It's worrying coz I might not been chewing my food properly,which is unlikely or there's really a problem w/ my throat.

Oh wells, I gotta go now.Lotsa chores to do!Will rant again sometime soon!

Twit..twit...I'll do updates as often as I can!

Mondays aren't always Blue

2009-07-20T10:01:00.006+08:00

There's so much to do &

a little time to spare.

There's so much to see & talk

but day time vanishes into thin air.

There's a light.A certain kind of light.

that shines on you.

There's love.

a good love we shared.

How perfectly true.

some says someday

2009-07-16T16:03:00.007+08:00

My 1st Love

Craved

2009-07-03T17:49:00.003+08:00

Yey. Weekend is almost here!

I'm craving for some ramen-sushi!!!

Eat your hearts out & enjoy the wkends peeps!

click, you are here w/o me knowing.

2009-06-24T13:45:00.011+08:00

It's very strange how I notice some people are behaving.

I took notice.Yes, I did.

& me being me..I am just gonna be what I am.

The world understands me but why didn't some.

Friends as a matter of fact. Not all are genuine.

Well..I am probably too bored now to have those spur-of-the-moment words written.geezz

Our 1 Year

2009-06-15T21:24:00.003+08:00

It was a nice experience dining up in the sky.A pleasant suprise which I didn't expect Ayim to have planned.Thank you dear a million times.

I am so blessed and thankful to be where I am today.

Thank you.

May the blessings of Allah be with us always...

Amin.

Movida Madness

2009-06-11T13:29:00.004+08:00

That night went pretty much as I would have imagined.

Fun loads & happy laughter.

Wanee's a year older &

A little toast to our 1st anni plus a few others.

While speaking of which, it's nearing the date.

Last year, about this time I was someone's wifey-to-be.

I'm indulging in reminiscence. ;)

14 June...till then!

Friend-Ship

2009-06-04T10:32:00.008+08:00

The best thing in life is to have friends in times of sorrows & happiness.

Bang-it!!!

2009-06-02T13:49:00.005+08:00

I wanna save enuff to get those large wardrobes!!!
2 years down,still have to save wat ryte??!!! ;p

Sunday with Mr Doe

2009-06-01T17:08:00.004+08:00

Our Sunday was spent lazing infront of the tv, skipping breakfast & eating sardins for lunch, watching elephants on Discover Channel & prolly have each other's good company.

I exactly know what my Sundays would be like in 2 years to come...with you..in the comfort of our own loft!

I miss you now!

Coffees and Tea Leaves

2009-05-28T01:00:00.005+08:00

Down the memory lane.I owed them an album on FB for goodness sake.

Love u guys to bits.xoxo

No Phuket-ing

2009-05-25T17:08:00.005+08:00

I shouldn't grumble for one reason many should know. A good wife is someone who understand her husband needs and work commitments.

And I want to be one!

Sleepless in Seattle Singapore

2009-05-24T23:20:00.003+08:00

So he left me again today.10 more days of sleepless nights...sigh

Keep Smiling

2009-05-15T17:07:00.003+08:00

An hour to end the day.I'm pretty excited to what lies later,later.

Happy Weekends!

Fat boy Slim

2009-05-12T14:12:00.004+08:00

What's my chances?

Dawn

2009-05-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.

Never Too Much

2009-05-04T17:54:00.005+08:00

The eyes are heavy and the body is aching.

My Mondays are more hip now with cardio box lessons every week.

Did she just mention she's an exercise freak now?

Amigos

2009-04-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

Half Spring Chicken.You and Me.

Favourite

2009-04-16T12:25:00.003+08:00

Danny Gokey. A voice to die for.

Colours

2009-04-14T12:41:00.002+08:00

Life is too short to dwell over trivial matters.

Witness the beautiful side of the world that awaits you.

Dance to an upbeat music.

Sing loud like a you're a musical star.

Have fun, go crazy.

Just be like me.

Life is too short to dwell over trivial matters.Just so you know.

big FAT hope

2009-04-09T17:53:00.002+08:00

If only your weekend off falls this week.I'll be one happy gerl!;)

Closure

2009-04-07T11:02:00.003+08:00

The rain makes me feel even colder without you.

Could I have a cup of hot coffee now?

Life

2009-03-29T16:12:00.004+08:00

U gotta find your Sundays entertaining,be vain,even you hadn't hit the shower yet.

HAPPY SUNDAY, LOVES!

March

2009-03-25T21:43:00.001+08:00

Peace and serene.The sun will shine on me.

9th March 2004

2009-03-12T10:03:00.002+08:00

Rewind to when we 1st met...It's been a good 5 years with the man.

LOVE U, MUCH!!!

Engine Rolling

2009-03-09T11:47:00.004+08:00

Wished I was anywhere near the bed now.*Yawn

Weekends came busy for me again & obviously time passed rather fast when you were having fun. I am glad I could give my time to everyone I had to.;)

JB yesterday was unexpectedly planned. The man wants to 'rock' his machine once again, for the 2nd time in a week, 3 times in the 1st half of this month.You noe how man are so gila with cars..bikes?It's like us woman in Forever 21 or Topshop. Pretty much the same la. Except woman's parts are much easier to understand.It's either a dress,shoes or tops. Theirs would have taken you months and years to know.I on the other hand would have probably remember the price 1st den the parts.*giggles

Lets make Monday a happy one and keep the engine rolling for the rest of the week!!!

Congratulations Ain & Remko!

2009-03-03T23:08:00.003+08:00

The wedding was uber awesome.

A Happy One

2009-02-24T15:16:00.004+08:00

According to the time capsule on my blog it will be 3 months and 3 weeks till our 1st anni. Time flies, even without me realising it. I did a quick recap on my wedding which took place barely a few months ago. How 'kanchiong' both of us were at a certain point while preparing for it. Its tiring but it all came worthy. I'm glad.

How have I been? I won't dare to say I have been a prefect partner & a good wife to Ayim. Not yet. It's not something you can achieve overnight and I'm still at a learning phase. Just like lil baby trying to walk. That will be a great example.

Life to it has it upmost up and downs. We kissed, we cried, we fought and we made up. How my parents do it till 25 years, that's truely amazing and probaby one of my biggest dreams to achieve. Of coz 'sampai mati'. Insyaalah.

Marriage is of coz not a ritual or an end. It is bitter sweet and full of pleasures in life.

My Redundant Diary Part 1

2009-02-24T14:37:00.017+08:00

Its hard not to stay happy when my happiness derives from all these people. Including YOU!

September the 16th

2009-02-17T09:43:00.003+08:00

I cried like crazy yesterday.

I could see it comin all along like it was never meant to be for me,for both of us.

Its draining me out thinking how impossible things were sometimes.

but

I thank Allah..

Everytime it happens, I thank Allah.

I thank Allah that I have such a loving husband who stood by me at all times.

I know I was never alone.

Shiloh Nouvel Pitt

2009-02-16T23:52:00.003+08:00

I wish.

I am Dianti Sasha Fierce

2009-02-10T19:54:00.006+08:00

Yea..that's the name of Beyonce's new album.

Halo & Broken Hearted Girl have got my ears glued to the melodious music.The lyrics especially.
Yeah..the lyrics.

So Into

2009-01-23T10:11:00.002+08:00

I thought I heard you calling me while I was bathing. I turned off the shower tap &
I realised I was hearing things.

I am so into you,probably.

You told me the other day.I talked while I sleep.
My eyes were shut.I insisted you hold my hand through out the night.

I am so into you, I thought so too.

Today, I realised how much you have made a tremendous impact on me.
How little things you do made me smile,your antics.
Some of which I thought were 'lousy',seemingly childish but at all times funny.

I am so into you. Probably I thought.This is so true.

bloody business

2009-01-20T17:59:00.004+08:00

I kinda feel I'm struggling with too much work nowadays.

OMG.Hadn't I just complain about work again?

Sickly

2009-01-19T21:52:00.004+08:00

I haven't been too well lately,since my birthday.
Maybe since I came back from KL,if I could remember clearly,it should have been some rice i ate at the mamak stall.;(

So, that is why you see there isn't any updates as it is supposed to be.

A quick one,just so you know,we've successfully gotten a house in Punggol!
A place we would finally call 'our home' in approx 2 years time.
Our home.Our resident.Our own space.
Ayim would be happy to move around the house w/o any shirt on...;p
Alhamdullilah.

Lastly,thank you everyone for the bdae wishes.
I am 24!
Yes I am 24.married and loving it!!!

I'm Back!

2009-01-11T23:09:00.002+08:00

Back track...

supiah.4am.long walks.9am for breakfast.egg-spert.cramp legs.unlimited RMs.raja gopal.shopping kakis.

Our legs had given up on us.Like really.

Till then with visuals.Good nyte u people!

Counting Down to Super Big Fun

2009-01-07T20:35:00.008+08:00

My leaves, 9th, 12th & 15th Jan
has been Yeah!

TO-ugh DAY

2009-01-06T22:26:00.004+08:00

It's only 2nd day day of work and I'm already exhausted.Too much pending work to follow up and the emails just kept flooding in.Goodness!
2009 is going and will be a tough year for me,where work is concerned.I could foresee it.

So a holiday is what I badly need.BADLY!!!(*countdown to Friday)

I told Ayim,I've applied my leave till Monday.
But........I've only did it just now as at 6pm.(*slaps forehead)
Do you think its too late???Will Grant allow me to go?

Friday

2009-01-03T10:58:00.015+08:00

Haziq tried the water ball at one Yishun's night bazaar after visiting MIL. I think they should have the same for adults, I would want to try.;)

Home Alone Part II

2009-01-02T02:11:00.002+08:00

I'm not afraid of you
I'm only afraid of losing you...

Twilight kept me awake till 2am.Good nyte now!

2009 Liao!

2009-01-01T21:27:00.005+08:00

This time,sadly I was home alone. Dutt, you have to be with me for the 2010 countdown okie!Promise?!!

Monday

2008-12-29T23:53:00.003+08:00

Another Monday.
I wish it hadn't came too fast especially after a long rest for 5 good days.
I grumbled.It wasn't enough.

Still I taught I would care for some fun.Having slept at 2am yesterday,I texted husband for a movie treat after work.It was supposed to be Twilight but for some reason 'Yes Man' proved to be worthy after some reviews from the colleagues. I gave it a 9/10.Jim Carey was hilariously funny as I've guessed,I felt much satisfied when Ayim enjoyed it too!

Anyhow,our KL trip with the buddies has been confirmed!Yabadabadooo.....!!!
And I'm hoping lil Dyna will cry out of her mummy's tummy before I leave for KL or she will have to wait till my bdae.hehehe

I love today.
I love good times.
Dear God,please have all Mondays as perfect as today.(*minus the f**king ahpek who made me really mad for 15 f** king minutes.)Babi-ans

GOOD NYTE HAPPY PEOPLE!

Yesterday

2008-12-23T11:17:00.004+08:00

We'll reach there, some day.

Superhuman Favourite

2008-12-13T09:57:00.005+08:00

Replay and replayed.Been playing it like a thousand times today.

Happy 30th Birthday!

2008-12-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

May Allah bless you with the wonderful things in life...Amin.

Kekasih Gelapku

2008-12-05T09:46:00.004+08:00

My man turning 30 in just 5 days!!!

L.O.V.E

2008-12-04T22:14:00.006+08:00

It was Lo Hwei Yen's story I read today that touched my heart. I was moved,closed to tears.Imagine how one's life been taken in an instant,especially so if its your LOVED ones,your boyfriend,fiance or husband.How tragic.

If there's one word I could picked up from her story, it was LOVE.Nothing ever felt so true than being LOVED and to LOVE.

Marriage certificate does come in handy,but the the fruit to it is how hard you worked.

Let us embrace life and LOVE each other while we still can. To my good friend who has now become Mrs Azren last weekend,I wish you the best in your journey babe....and...WELCOME TO THE CLUB!!!Yeah.

With the Pengantin baru.

Nie pun pengantin baru jugak okayy..jgn marah ahh ;p

Panic @ the Disco

2008-11-28T18:36:00.004+08:00

I'm passing time now coz I need to use that bloody fax machine and of all the time in this world, there's someone using it right when I urgently need to use it. Urghhh...babi betol la.
It's already 6.45pm and I'm still in the office..*another urghhh

It was busy time for me the whole of today. I received a msg from Ayim exactly at 6 and it reads;
dah nak alek ar tu!tersengih2 nampak!
tskk...tskkk
What's there to tersengih hun, mcm nak nangis pun ada sey. Keje blum abis. My hands are really2 shaking as I hurriedly complete my sales report.

Ok, just as I am writing this, I received yet another msg from who else, my man, and it reads, *obviously the latter feels pity for me,
da klua ofis?cian nyer dier!

*6.56pm lady shuts down everything

Friend or Foe

2008-11-24T19:47:00.004+08:00

When I'm too angry, I usually cry silently.
Why do you lie?

I have at all nothing against your friendship with Mr S.
But today,you have just made me hate this friend of yours even more.

You have chose to lie,yet again.
You killed the trust.
My heart is in pain.

When I'm too angry, I usually write freely.
Why do you lie?

November

2008-11-16T21:11:00.008+08:00

Night safari celebrating Sarah's bdae - Uncle Ayim fav's niece.

Party peeps at Arena - and yes the whole night I was on coke and green teas only. Very proud of it!!!

Lovely Ladies - still at 13...;p

Family at Salihin's wedding

November was full of fun and laughter with close frens and families. This 27th, I'm gonna witness another much awaited wedding. Guesse who from the Lovely Ladies above is gonna take the throne as Mrs *somebody?

Stay tuned...

An Entry with No Purpose

2008-11-11T12:25:00.003+08:00

It's getting mundane.
I no longer have the drive to blog.
Maybe I should get a new layout.

~~God~~ Julez help me..I'm SUPER lazy!!!

Come and Hear Me

2008-10-29T15:42:00.012+08:00

This I need to blog.I need to tell everyone and repeatly remind myself that I am fine,perfectly.
Syukur alhamdullilah.

So a visit to the gynae last week turn out to be ape-nak-ditakutkan process. WTH...I couldn't sleep soundly the night before thinking what could it be the cause of 'this'.
I did a pelvic scan followed by something which looked like a dildo to me which was inserted into my vagina.(this is to check the area around your womb I guesse)No pain just a lil discomfort confirmed the lady doc. Well, to be honest it felt more than just a little,doc!
I kept my fingers crossed,another appointment with the gynae 2 hrs prior to the scan would determine the outcome of it.I was scared,scared,scared to death.

Mr Gynae dismissed an assuring smile,he must have taught I was probably thinking too much.My report was clear that there's nothing in my abdomen, basically clear of cyst and fybroid which all along I thought it would have been one of them. I think he can sense it, I was really paranoid.

I heaved a silent sigh of relieved. At that moment I felt like a whole lot of worries has disappear within me. You would not have imagine the state I was before, the assumptions I like to make,sleepless nights all because I was self-assured that I have stomach complications.
Both of us were indeed very happy that the report came clean. Alhamdullilah...

Now,since you have heard me well, I wish not to lead a stressful life. Let this be a happy and fruitful journey for both me and Ayim.

Everything lies in the hands of God. We just have to keep on praying....:)

Faces of Joy

2008-10-28T14:00:00.004+08:00

Weekends were exceptionally tired but it was all worth while.

Between Us

2008-10-06T13:43:00.003+08:00

I woke up and I thought I wouldn't want to live anymore.
I have shed a thousand tear.
If only I could turn back time.

I turned to him.
I prayed &
I broke down again.

I know I have u still.
My light,
My sunshine
You make things wrong look right.

If I could live a 100 years,
I will bring you the stars
I will give you the moon
There will be no more tears

Something hit me, was it all a dream?

Syuha Afia's 1st Bdae Bash

2008-09-28T13:08:00.008+08:00

Delicious Brownies!!!

With the Mum & Dad

Uncles,aunts & cousins....

With the eldest.

With Abg Ayim.Aiyahhh...She's neva looking at the camera!!!hmph

HAPPY BIRTHDAE SWEETIE!!!!

Random Surprise

2008-09-27T09:39:00.002+08:00

It is astonishing what you will do for LOVE.

I am not Elizabeth...

2008-09-25T13:47:00.004+08:00

I lost my 'nose' for the past few days and i got irritated at myself when I can't taste a single thing i eat.
Today, I tought it would be better but it just didn't.The moment i got into office, IT GOT WORSE.
I became more stressful & agitated when my colleague commented on my pimply skin!
"Why has it got like that after you got married?"
How WORSE could tat be you tell me????

I posted out a ' I need advise' to my ladies and they promptly told me get Lo Hong Ka collagen or Brand's Innershine Berry Essence. So Im gonna get 1 of them today, it has to work! Atleast slightly better before Raya comes & that's in 5 days!!
I know I sound sooooo desperate but can't help it la.

Can't wait to go home later.Need to make it up with my dear Ayim. I have been very cold towards him nowadays...He said I have very bad mood swings lately and he can't tahan...skejap okie,skejap bad mood balik...*sigh
I FEEL VERY BAD.I LOVE HIM SO MUCH & I'VE GOT TO DO SOMETHING TO IT!!!

11 Days to Go

2008-09-19T13:20:00.003+08:00

Till Hari Raya!!!

Preparations are not going too well this time round. For the record, both of us have not even step to Bazaar Geylang just yet. I either felt so sick at the thought of being in a crowded places what with some smelly ketiak or just plain lazy. Ayim thought we should atleast go to live up the spirit of Hari Raya. He did mentioned that should i still refuse to go, he shall make his way down himself.
Anyways he still have not gotten himself his 2 suits of baju kurung(essential). So this weekend will be a promise to him. I hope.

My tummy is growling so much today, probably bcoz i didnt wake up for sahur. As usual today, I planned to have a big main course for buka..I wanna go western. Fries..chips..baked beans.... *drooling
Speaking of chips, its been a long time since I had the very Famous Amos cookies. Arghhhh must get 1 today.
Im sure Parkway has everything I want!!!

Nightmare

2008-09-14T23:34:00.006+08:00

I wish you were here every single night.

Not the Usual Friday

2008-09-12T15:51:00.006+08:00

Grant with the red top & Ben in black

Gerry,Me,Sonia & Cheryl

Today is such a drag.

I don't know if I could survive for another 1 1/2 hours.
Done with orders. Done with today's reports. What a bore!
I feel so like cacing kepanasan waiting for the time to quickly past by & finding relevant things to do.
None thou.

I think its a no-work-no-mood for everyone today.

Cheryl keeps on revising her budget even when she's done with it,Sonia's on half day,Ben keeps on having his more than 5 mins smoke break & Grant has just gone for the day. I obviously chose to blog.

Thats them when we were out for a day's off for team bonding sometime back.A real good one.

On a good note,TGIF!

When Night Falls

2008-09-06T12:01:00.011+08:00

It's damn 12.40 am.
The husband's at work.
Im bored.
I can't sleep.

It must be the caffeine intake again.Urgh!Kept browsing the net but nothing interesting.Tried to catch some good buys online,still none caught my eyes.
Sunday's gonna be a bit draggy...i just thought it would be fun if both of us spend the day out when he comes back.Maybe so,if he's not tired.
I've stretched out my budget abit far this month but if ayim 'allows', i want to have more dose of shopping!!!

HAVE A GOOD SUNDAY!

Anep's Bdae

2008-09-06T12:01:00.010+08:00

This man turns 20!!!

Us at swensen....

Aiming for the cherries or ice-cream?

Hands at all angles trying to feed him.

Definitely high on sugar.

Perut dah kenyang...hati pun senang!!!

Rewind

2008-09-05T13:33:00.011+08:00

Me & Ayim are planning for another holiday later this year.But we are still at doubts where to head this time.Will Thailand still be a safe place since its ongoing riots?What say u?
Phuket is still 1st on my list thou...(under sofie's influence);p

In the mean time, I offer you one of the best destinations we have been. All fresh in memories thou a bit back-dated.

Enjoy.....

OH MY....I SO MISS THOSE TIMES!!!

Ramadhan is here again...

2008-09-03T11:30:00.006+08:00

1st day of Ramadhan was good & I am excitedly looking forward to Raya for a few reasons being.*smiles

Nothing much happened for the past few weeks actually except that Ayim has been falling sick since. Kinda weird for a person who has a strong anti-body & only get sick once every 2-3 years.Poor him, I reckon he love being nursed at.Hahaha..do u dear?
Not forgetting the nauseous feeling he had for 3 weeks already, if i could remember vividly, he almost puked out infront of me. Kinda funny & at the same time it's worrying me.

Counting down to dawn...6 hours to goooooo!

Happy Fasting Peeps!

BABIES

2008-08-13T20:44:00.006+08:00

The topic's interesting ey?

It hits me when I asked myself,am I ready to have one now? Both me and Ayim have never discuss about this,not really.
We just thought it would be wonderful to have one.

But with the standard of living in here...one could not possibly make it if not financially sound.
Just the other day, a trip down to Giant had caused me almost 70 bucks which i still think it's a hefty sum what with just nuggets,fries,hotdogs and other instant food?It could be a pinch if similar trips are done regularly.
*sigh
It's just the way it works here.

BUT with that, I'm still not giving a second thought to have kids.I do want to have a lil prince to be the heir of my throne!Heheh

To keep things clear for you readers,I'm NOT already now...maybe soon and if its not anytime near it just means God wants me to enjoy the limelight for a while before it goes to a new family member.And of course more shopping spree for me,what a good excuse!

Till then....I miss you dear Citt!

Reality

2008-08-07T18:13:00.008+08:00

Trust me, when you are married, weekends are something you will look forward to.

So today when he's back,finally.after 4 night shifts..we got to spend time with each other!But,this time to a friend's wedding..okie jugak lah tu....;p

A Family Affair

2008-07-27T11:39:00.010+08:00

Pics were taken at Mayuni Omar Music Cafe last Friday.Enjoy.....

The almost-basi pengantin....ehekhekk

Beginning of A New Beginning

2008-07-15T13:45:00.008+08:00

It's so difficult to put everything in here when you don't update regularly.There are just zillions of words to pen my thoughts down and Time is always after me.

This I must tell you that since that day life is such a bliss.
Getting married was a decision I'm glad I took,though at quite a young age.
Marriage really agrees with me.

It kinda felt like I was reborn.
What with new things to learn and new challenges that comes by.
Yesterday, I learnt to multi-task.
(Watch tv,cook & prepare dinner for Ayim)
Today, I learn the art of patience.
Not everyday is sweet,but you continue to learn and discover about your other half.
Its interesting.

Things also change for good at work
Since July I was promoted to another department in the same company,doing sales and subscription of books.Something I wanted to do out of my usual scope.
Alhamdullilah it was a blessing...patience does pays off!

With that I open a new chapter in my life as....Mrs Ayim!

Our BIG Day

2008-07-07T10:23:00.012+08:00

The happiness felt was definitely 'BIGGER' than that....truely undescribable.

FYI

2008-07-02T10:46:00.004+08:00

I am currently soooo busy juggling alot of stuffs at the moment.

So mind me if this space has been left empty for quite sometime.
I will be back.

CHEERS!

'IT'

2008-06-11T22:52:00.004+08:00

The 'it' won't go away..not until Sunday.
'It' attacks me 24/7.
When I'm eating,taking a bath even during sleep.
'It' really bothers me so much so I felt like fainting,hands shaking...and my heart goes..dap..dupp..dap..duppp.
I am so drama but 'it' is killing me....

Ish...is it really this nerve wrecking?

My Dirty Little Secret

2008-06-04T21:19:00.004+08:00

I have a bag full of old pictures,old diaries,letters and whats not still upacked in the study room.God knows how long I've been keeping them.
I don't have time to go through it...actually I barely know the actual contents.
So this father of mine,being extra hardworking today,cleaned the house and like a 'Santa Claus'...rummaged through my things...and yess look through those pictures and read my diary which he then demanded to throw the whole bag IMMEDIATELY. Accidental or not, I was actually a bit disturbed..not that I have pictures of myself in bikinis or martinis but it was after all MY stuffs and there shouldn't be anyone in the family having access to MY personal belongings.
Don't find me abnormal Dad,hey!I supposed I was only 18 at that time.What can you expect?

The bag now have gone to the rubbish dump for good. It should have gone long ago...

This grown up girl will have to welcome her new life soon. In 10 days,after 23 years she will say goodbye to her Singlehood....

HAPPY 55TH BDAE FUTURE MUM-IN-LAW!!!
Semoga panjang umur,dapat tgk cucu2 nyer nanti dan dimurahkan rezki!Amin....

Confession

2008-05-27T18:17:00.004+08:00

I hate my job.
Its so bad that I have to drag myself out of bed everyday.
I hate my job.
I have lotsa of pending jobs which I refuse to touch. Some of them are even on an urgent basis.I don't even wanna care.
I hate my job.
I no longer punch in early.The earliest is 9.05am.(according to my PC time)
I hate my job.
DL treats me extra nice RIGHT AFTER I get frustrated by her difficult-to-understand-attitude.(It's only for a few minutes thou)
I hate my job.
Everything else seem to hate me too. The printer died on me yesterday,I have problem with one of my supplier & SOMEONE (probably a BITCH) complained to DL I didnt pick up my phone.Fish!
I hate my job.
All the more because Im very much looking forward to what is comin in 18 days from now.
Should I call it a quit soon?
Urgh,I HATE MY JOB!

Contented Chabo

2008-05-19T20:47:00.009+08:00

So what did I do on Vesak Day?

Never mind the bacheyn-berpeluh-after-jog face.Now who cares when you have a bowl of ohh so gooood tauhuey early in the morning while everyone is still snorrRRRing away.

"Woah Hen Shuang Lehhhh"

Paint My Love

2008-05-14T13:18:00.005+08:00

He came by yesterday and paint 'our' room door,while I was at work. Its pretty amazing how we could really keep by the 'promise' we made. Not to see each other for a mth till our wedding...I am lil bit losing the patience now...coz its been 2 weeks and we still have 30 more days to go!=(
Time sure pass by very fast....but..but...I MISS HIM BADLY!!!helllpppppp....

Ohhh and its Dragon Lady's birthday today.God knows how old is she. One thing for sure she is bless with a very good lungs coz she speaks and yells loud enough for the whole world to hear.hahahah...Im so bad!I know...can't help it though. I pretended I hear nothing when my colleague prompted to get a gift for her.

Ok then, enough update from me .

I love my room, he loves it too. We can't wait to move in together.
*smiles

Another 'Mak Buyong'

2008-05-08T11:51:00.005+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS
Julez,
On
Your
Pregnancy!!!

Random,Random Random

2008-05-07T10:00:00.005+08:00

Someone named Flu came and attacked me last two days. I felt weak.I fell like heading home now,sleep for a whole day or maybe,if only, i could wake up in time for the wedding.How nice.

The wedding preparations is pretty much in order now. Invites had already started earlier this week for some. I hope Mr Postman won't screw up with the mails.A friend of mine told me of her bad experience...some of her cards didn't reach the recipients,for that matter.And if you think I should be inviting some of my/our friends that I might have forgotten,let me know.For your info ladies, I couldn't locate where Jamie-on is.He's neither on Friendster nor in the 'Missing Person' column in the newspapers.Tehee..

I can't wait for my next session of spa treat.Yey!Next appointment will be with the ladies.=)

Are You Ready Soldier?

2008-04-27T22:33:00.005+08:00

He'll be gone to the woods for 2 weeks tomorrow.
I wonder why is there such a thing as reservist?

Im gonna miss him like crazy lah I tell ya.
Yesterday was the last meet up for us.=(
We will only get to see each other on the 14th of June.
"Org ~~tua2~~ cakap kalau lagi sebulan nak nikah jgn jumpe,darah manis,nanti takde seri nyer."
Bohoooo....How sad!

Men are Like....

2008-04-17T13:56:00.003+08:00

I came across this in my email today.Something to share for all the fun loving ladies out there! Happy reading...

1. Men are like ..Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like....Bananas .. The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Men are like... Weather .. Nothing can be done to change them.
4. Men are like ...Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like ..Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually headright for your hips.
6. Men are like .... Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like..... Department Stores ...... Their clothes are always 1!/2 off.
8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Men are like ..Mascara ... They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10. Men are like ...Popcorn . They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
11. Men are like...... Snowstorms . You never know when they're coming,how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12. Men are like ........ Lava Lamps . Fun to look at, but not very bright.
13. Men are like..... Parking Spots....All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped. (Boy, am I lucky!;p)

The Number 2

2008-04-14T09:44:00.005+08:00

I don't have time, really. My bedroom's in a mess,my clothes left unfold and everything else seems unorganised,the bedroom that is.
I've yet to get the contractor hacked down my existing built-in wardrobe and my new bedroom set is gonna come in about a month from now.Helppp.....!!!
I cant decide on the room colour,still. Dreamy cream or purely white? I had a debate with the mom,again...*sigh

Next week and the many weeks ahead are gonna be super busy for both of us. There are lots of invitations,meetings and appointments to follow-up.

I hate my last entry and I hate myself too...sometimes.hehe.
What's with me when we are only 2 mths away?
Dian,wake up okie!

Have I Made a Mistake?

2008-04-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

I should have neva did what I have done.
I should have neva care the way I cared for you now.
Why?
Because somehow, u'll neva try to appreciate.

Where Do We Go?

2008-04-04T13:32:00.004+08:00

Can we?

Shall we??

Will we....be going here for erhemm, our honeymoon dear?=)

The Ladies Talk

2008-04-01T17:38:00.007+08:00

I am here because I don't wish to continue my work for the day. Damn right I am busy but there's always tomorrow to get back on track.

The ladies were talking about babies on one of our online chats just now. It seems funny you see..I had exactly the same thing on mind before they tagged me. Somehow 'great mind thinks alike' haa?. Even when it comes to baby genders/numbers-boy/girl/twins we had the same preference and that is to have twins! hahaha....
Weird it may seems, but my ladies are all ready to be called 'auntie' at the age of 23.;p

So lets get married soon, everyone?
I wish to have a pair too someday and I'm counting on ayim's strong genetic inheritance. =)

After all, is HE who decide for us am I right? Lets just hope we get what we wish for.
Insyaalah...

It's 6!Yeyyy!Lets go home!

Goodnight Midnight

2008-03-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

There's so many things I wish to say but the time says I should probably just head to bed.

A quick update thou, the 2 days marriage course we attended last weekend was superb!More than what we had expected and definitely worth the $130 p/pax we paid.There's so many things that both of us learnt throughout the lessons,not just the basic pre-marital stage which I tot it would. To sum it up the whole course was very interactive,informative and fun-filled experience...Ouh, and we met very interesting friends and humorous speakers.=) (Ayim & me can't stop talking about it!)

I'm gonna be away this weekend,yes, AGAIN!

If It's Too Good For You To Know

2008-03-13T13:46:00.005+08:00

I'm having a terrible flu.The re-occurring rain definitely doesn't help. There's no way I can afford to be sick at this point of time.I'm already sick with Dragon Lady.

To lighten things up,we've got the venue at Tampines MPH booked!!!Thanks to mum & dad who went to queue as early as 6am this morning!I almost broke into tears upon hearing the good news as we knew there were already alot of couples who wish to opt that place for their weddings.So, Yey!3 more mths 2 go!

If we can pull through the rough times now,I'm sure we'll manage the after-marriage life.
I love you dear, I want you to know.

Our 10th

2008-03-04T22:19:00.008+08:00

I neva had better friends than the friends I had when I was thirteen.

*Missing in Action-Hartini Binte Johari

CAR-GO!!!

2008-02-28T13:08:00.005+08:00

The car has always been a sentimental value to both me & ayim. So finally when we have to let it go, we couldn't bear but cry in our hearts. This 'non-living' thing has not only been with us for 3 years but has always been so faithful...bringing us to where ever we want it to be...rain or shine.
And the near car accidents,car fines, faulty alternator...those will remain as memories now..

I guessed Ayim had thought long about it & since his main concern is always 'to provide the best for me'.heheh!
He decided to change to something we can use in the long run.

Thank You God, for everything you have given us...We truly have been blessed!
Amin.

The Fire

2008-02-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

I miss that man,so much.

Feast Your Eyes

2008-02-19T20:14:00.010+08:00

Over the week......

Kids Make Me Smile...

2008-02-13T13:38:00.006+08:00

Especially the lil' boy in green...
Super Cute I tell ya!

He blinks his eyes often.

He has those cheeky innocent look.

He did his dare (to dance like a monkey) spontaneously.

And when the party ends, he said this to his mate,

"awak,awak gi pasar tk besok?"

Now you tell me how cute can tat be?????

Mummy It's Over!!!

2008-02-12T15:35:00.000+08:00

As you may be aware, the 4 long days of holidays had just passed.
How sad.
For those who were dragging themselves out of bed on Monday, you are not alone.
Let us share the 'pain' together.
I wish to beg for another day of holiday.
And as if that would be enuff.

The truth, mine was actually put to good use.
The first two days was spent just lazing around at home. It felt good to just do very simple
things - eat,sleep,shit watch tv & eat, sleep,shit & shit.
Whats even fun when u if you have oranges on every of your meal.
Now imagine the amount of oranges I have at home.
Anyone care to have some?

Sad, the last day of the holiday (Sun) I just had to make myself busy.
I just had to spent the whole day out.
Get myself busy tired & smelly...
Did some 'serious' shopping to be exact.
The wedding bells are seriously ringing onto my ears.Ouch!
Time to lay out the plan and execute them.
NO MORE procrastinations!!!
Hehe, like real ehh....

Ohhh sidetrack sikit ~~I actually felt bad for Ayim.~~
He was working while I enjoyed my CNY holidays.
No way!
He's off on Monday - while everyone was having the
MONDAY BLUES!!!;P
Boohoooo.....

Replay

2008-02-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

No One.....

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright

Mind Twister

2008-02-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

I am afraid to lose what I have...
I am most afraid to see the future.

I am a coward.

Obstacles

2008-01-24T17:05:00.000+08:00

I usually have my sorrows unheard to the world.
But sometimes it's just so unbearable.

I feel like crying myself out, get indulge to retail theraphy, stuff myself with fattening food or probably just anyting...anyting that could keep myself close to sanity.
I guesse that would help.At least a lil'.

DREAMS

2008-01-23T13:59:00.000+08:00

Its too early for me to dream of babies.
Don't u think so?
Not 1, Not 2, not 3 incidents but many...

They say dreams are for fools.So does that made me one then???